Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Life's a fucking joke .

Hey , updated my blog after a pretty long time , yea i knowwww , a LONG LONG LONGGGGGG time .
okay anyways , this update was like after , you know kinda got jealous ? i miss that guy whom i talked to every single day . single day . he was the main reasons for my smile , and yea such things . but yea , as time goes by , things change , feelings change . and most importantly ? PEOPLE change .
Yea , you broke my heart , left me in the lurch . But why do i still miss you so much ?
okay , so im still 95 % over you .
and 5 % ? Yes honey , i still get happy when i see you . although i like someone else now
But you know you were the one that made me sooooo happy every day , yea you gave me false hopes and stuff . i was perhaps , hoping too much .
and there you were , pretending your feelings . lying .
and in the end ? you blacklisted me from your life ,
and yea , i mean it literally . from facebook .
what the hell man , thats so fucking immature of you you fucking douche .
but now , i must control my fucking feelings , and tell myself , ' were you even there when i needed you ?
A FUCKING NO .
So plz , stop making me feel all insecure and stuff ,
Yeaaaa , let it off my chest .
thanks people , xx

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