Festivities !

Hello guise (:
So , Dashain is over and now Tihar is approaching ! ♥
Max loves .
Really excited , cuz le is gonna get richer by a few hundred bucks ☺
And , on top of that , lee foundation money , which is like what ? 300 ? or is it 400 ?
Ha ha HA ha HA suck on that haters .
So i can like finally buy a camera which has always been on my wanted list ☺
So , yeap , Lee foundation is tomorrow ...
And today is Sweata's birthdayyyy . So that means = FOOD .
and there is nothing > food .
so * cheers to me *
And . drama next week , nonstop for 10 hours , 5 days straight , / stabs /
but other schools r gonna be there too , which actually includes Catholic High , (( boys school ))
YELPS .
hahahahahhahahahahHAHAHhhahahahahhaha .
Okay , bye . Gotta go bathe (;

Ugly on the skin . Lovely from within .

A very good afternoon to my readers (( although i doubt there are any ))

Anyways , holidays have officially started for Secondary students ! PARTAY . 

Humph , its no big deal actually . Cuz , you see , Singapore is so god damned small , there are so little places to travel to . I mean like , if you wish to travel across the island , it will take around atleast 1h 30 mins . minimum ! 

Had a rather productive day today :)

Went Jogging today with ma girls . Anita , Sharin & Aliza . Had a ' great workout ' . Just kidding , no workout is ever great . anyways . continuing with another topic . EXAMS . 

Yes well , i did really badly for it . That not a lie . / sighs / Tried my best , but oh well Maths and science have never really been my thing y'know ? :(

I failed maths and science , the others of which i managed to pass ^_^

Most all B's & C's . Well , really gotta pull up my socks , since i'm gonna be Sec 3 next year , and sec 3 , is tough shit my friends . Anyway . Really hope i'll get the combination of my choice !! My first choice was E7 = { english , math , phy+chem , POA , amaths , ss + geo } 

Second choice E3 = { english , math , phy+chem,  POA , Pure geography , SS+history } 

THESE ARE THE TWO CHOICES WHICH I REALLLLLLLYYYYYY WANT . THE OTHERS I REALLY CANT BE BOTHERED WITH -__-

All i can do is cross my fingers now ^____^

Oh and , Lee foundation is on the 3rd of November , YAY . 300 BUCKS . OR WAS IT 400 . 

I doubt that next year i will be getting it , since this year i did so badly for my EOYS . 

CROSS LE FINGERS .

WOKAY BYE LOVES ! ♥

*ps : so not looking forward to drama tmr and tuesday . from 9 am to 5 pm . KILL MEEEEEEE .

Radioactive .

Often , you get so caught in between the mess of this world , and slowly , you just drift away from reality .
Today i feel extra emotional (( my monthly's ))
And i just wanted to talk , i dont know what about , but i wanted to talk .So , exams are in 3 weeks and well , im pretty much fucked . It's streaming year and i really do wish to get the combinations of my choices . And hey , i could see that cunt getting all angry that i got higher than her . oh god , i would kill for that moment .
But i'll manage (( hopefully ))

Anyway , he is graduating this year . and i have literally nothing to look forward to school . that's sad as fuck if you ask me , cuz on top of that i have hated my school from the very start , now i will hate it even more . well well well .

oh well , i dont wanna talk anymore .

HELLO ♥

It's gonna be midnight in like 10 minutes ? And Friday the 13th would be over soon :o

HAHA . I have mixed feelings about Friday the 13th tho .

I meannnn like , is it even real ? Well whatever it is , my friday the 13th went pretty well , except for the fact that Emil and I sorta had a fallout . BABE , IF YOU'RE READING THIS , IM REALLY SORRY ☺

Had my dinner at Tai Seng , woots , it's been pretty long :b 

Thank heaven Ms Chong did not come to school today , DIDN'T DO MY ART HW AT ALL MANNNN.

PHEW ☺

Been tumblr-ing a lot these phew days tho . Check me out alrights ? 

www.skulls-n-crossbones.tumblr.com

♥

Loving 2NE1's new songg , I LOVE YOU . CHECK IT OUTTTT !!

OH , IT'S 14 JULY ALR .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY APPLE AKA MEILING ♥♥♥

SAW HIM JUST NOW BTW , AHHHHHH ><

AROUND 11 PM ?

HE LOOKED SO ADORABLE EVEN IN THE DARK ☺

GAGAGAGA.

kkay , gotta go and sleep .

REALLLLY NEED TO CURE MY EYEBAGS , WHICH MEANS MORE SLEEP .

GOODNIGHT READERS ♥

xoxo , Jyoti .

Everyone wants to be beautiful .

Hey , i'm writing this blog post regarding a huge problem.

Looks . Appearance .

Often , girls have a very low thinking that they are ugly , fat , and unattractive .

But to me ? No , honestly , i think everyone is beautiful in their own ways .

Yea , maybe not everyone is outrageously gorgeous or whatsoever .

But there is always that one thing that makes you stand out from the rest of the other girls . Your personality .

Your personality should be what that defines your ' beauty ' , not your low lying tank tops that show your tits .

AND I HATE SOCIETY'S DEFINATION OF ' BEAUTY ' TBQH .

Skinny , straight hair , fair skinned .

Are you sure you're gonna call THAT beautiful ?

Because to me , that seems pretty fucking plastic .

Barbie . fake . unoriginal .

Curves are beautiful .

Flaws are beautiful .

Dark skinned is beautiful .

Curly is beautiful.

And those girls , who are trying to get your crushes attention , and have REAAAAAALLLLLy low self esteem . Honey , if you want someone to love you , you'd better learn to love yourself first .

Anyway . like i said . EVERYONE is beautiful , it just takes the right guy to see it .

And if the guy really loves you , he'll be willing to put your flaws aside and love you for who you are ♥

so once again .

everyone is beautiful .

Jyoti's {♥}

Rants and such .

Okay , this blogpost is done after much annoyance . Yes as you can see from the title .
RANT .
I just simply find it so bloody disgusting when people post on twitter , ' Omg , im cutting myself , gosh its so painful/pleasureable . "
Bitch fuck you . What makes you think we care ? k , one thing is for sure . When you cut , you do it maybe becuz , of love problems , family , stress . BUT YOU DONT FUCKING DO IT FOR ATTENTION .
I understand when people cut themselves , blah blah , but if you post it on facebook or twitter , isn't it fucking obvious you're doing it for attention .
omg go fuck yourself plz .
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
okay , thats all , i think .

Life's a fucking joke .

Hey , updated my blog after a pretty long time , yea i knowwww , a LONG LONG LONGGGGGG time .
okay anyways , this update was like after , you know kinda got jealous ? i miss that guy whom i talked to every single day . single day . he was the main reasons for my smile , and yea such things . but yea , as time goes by , things change , feelings change . and most importantly ? PEOPLE change .
Yea , you broke my heart , left me in the lurch . But why do i still miss you so much ?
okay , so im still 95 % over you .
and 5 % ? Yes honey , i still get happy when i see you . although i like someone else now
But you know you were the one that made me sooooo happy every day , yea you gave me false hopes and stuff . i was perhaps , hoping too much .
and there you were , pretending your feelings . lying .
and in the end ? you blacklisted me from your life ,
and yea , i mean it literally . from facebook .
what the hell man , thats so fucking immature of you you fucking douche .
but now , i must control my fucking feelings , and tell myself , ' were you even there when i needed you ?
A FUCKING NO .
So plz , stop making me feel all insecure and stuff ,
Yeaaaa , let it off my chest .
thanks people , xx